Heavy Spoilers, This episode was depressing as hell :'(

The whole group got shattered. The bandits raiding/attacking the motel. The death of Doug, I never so that coming !! he saved Ben sacrificing himself. He took a bullet for him. The abandonment of Lilly outside the road. She fking lost it !!! she shot Doug !!!! The suicide of Katjaa. I never saw that again, i wished if I was the one to kill duck. Killing Duck. Clem is the only child left. And then, to find out that Ben was the traitor, giving the bandits medicine, I wanted to throw him of the train. You cant count Ben as a child, even though Clem is smarter than him. I was so devastated, playing through it, untill I reached Christa/Omid, I got a sense of relief, meeting new people. This game.... sigh, one of the best I've played. I sense episode 4 will be crazy.