Idk whats up with me, my mind is like in a million places at once, lately i can't make any decisions about soccer, getting a job, anything, my mind is like at a stalemate with itself, I'm so off right now, I need a vacation or something haha.

btw, i may do another friend day soon.

Also, I'm going to a baseball game tonight wooo!!!!!! in Philadelphia, Phillies vs. Cardinals, go Fightin Phils!!

so I'm back from my short break from GS. I've been having some stressful times, I might quit soccer. It's not that i dislike it, i love the sport, but i always need to get rides to our practices and it's so stressful calling a bunch of people trying to find a ride the whole day before our practices. Our summer practices are in the morning and my dad is always at work and my mom doesnt drive for reasons i don't want to explain. My one friend who gave me rides last year has summer school and is missing all our Julyt practices, my other friends are unreliable and never answer their phones or call back, its goddamn annoying getting a rtide to practice is harder then actually playing the sport. I love soccer but it takes up alot of time too but idk what i want to do. It's causing me so much streess for no reaosn I've probably made like 15 phone calls today and i already missed our first practice i have no clue what to do, I never quit anything before except baseball and that was different cause i hated that sport and sucked at it.

also, i decided for now on, all my blog entries will have 1 word titles for now on, idk why exactly theres just something cool and plain about 1 word titles.

So, I've decided to take a break from GS, for a few reasons. I find myself spending too much tiem on the computer throughout the day, i go on and plan to stay on for like half an hour and then it ends up being longer, and alot of people i thought were my friends on Gs have been acting like jerks lately and theres no reason for me to deal with that.

Idk how long my break will be, maybe an hour, maybe a week, i don't see it being any longer then that.

Peace bros.

I've decided to have another friend day tommorow cause i feel I've lost touch with some of my dear friends, so, i will read and possibly comment as many blogs as i can, some of my friends have been inactive and some i already read their blogs so that cuts the list down to some of my friends i rarely talk to. If i dont comment you (hey, its hard to comment almost 300 blogs in one day) come here and be like "hey check out my blog!" and i certainly will.

FRIEND PARTY!!!

Hi guys! new update yay!!

1 - well school ended friday for me, so all weekend i was watching movies. Sunday i watched Good Fellas, it was a pretty awesome mob movie based on a true story. Then sunday night i really couldn't get to sleep so i stayed up all night watching some 90's girly teen movie on TV. It reminded me of mean girls from the 90's. Every sentence the main character girl said "as if!" oor "whetever" it was really stupid but funny i honestly can't give you a good reason why i watched it. I described it to my friend whos a girl and she told me it was called Clueless hahah look it up if you want. I feel g@y for watching it.

2 - Well after staying up till around 2AM I fell asleep and had this crazy dream. Here's what went down:

In my dream, this man hated my family for some reason and he wa powerful so he murdered my whole family in our home at night, including me. I saw splices of him raising his gun at me. Well, then in my dream I woke up, even though I was supposed to have been killed. It was all over the papers and news. "Family found murdered" Everyone thought I was dead. I tried to recollect what happened that night but I couldn't in my dream. Then I went into a life of secrecy and hiding, with nothing left to live for but justice and vengeance. So I go off and try to bring justice to this guy who killed my family, he had a name but I don't remember it.

My dream kinda fizzles out there but it had me freaked. Maybe I watch too many movies, my dream sounds like the plot to a movie I better become a writer.

3 - So besides watching movies, I've been watching alot of sports.

NBA Finals - the Basketball finals between the Boston Celtics and LA Lakers has been pretty good with a big comeback from the Celtics a couple games ago. But the Lakers, who I hate and want to lose, won last night, bringing the series to 3-2.

EURO 2008 - I've been watching this soccer tournament all week. It's been great, theres been some awesome games like Turkey vs. Czech Republic where Turkey scored 3 goals in a matter of 20 minutes at the end of the game to stun the Czechs.

There's also been some great goals, the player of the tournament to watch right now is definantly David Villa from Spain, who I believe has scored 4 goals.

The strongest teams right now look like Spain, Netherlands, and Portugal.

4 - One last ending note, If you havent seen the movie Fight Club, please watch it right now. I watched it last night for the 2nd time, it's one of my favorite movies and any guy is gauranteed to love it.

Anyway thats it for now and I think I'm done with this long blogs, they take a while to think everything up and write.

And BTW, dont mention that girl I talked about last blog, just dont. (damn you friend zone!)

I have alot to talk about.

1) School is Almost Over!! Summer time is near! But with the end of school comes alot of work and some mixed feelings. My schedule goes like this:

Monday - no finals

tuesday, wednesday, thursday - finals

friday - no finals, last day.

Today i have a huge history pakcet to do and i need to study for italian and geometry which are my two hardest classes. I'm sorta mixed about this year being over. I mean i want it to be summer, but its goin by so fast pretty soon half my friends will be gone off to the real world. But besides schoolwork theres some other things i need to get to. You see, theres this girl, shes my best friends ex-girlfriend form a while ago. I've been talking to her, only meeting her a few weeks ago and she is so awesome. She's in my study hall and she invited me to sit with her and her friend. Invited me to some fair thing with her. Texts me like 40 times a day. Told me we need to hang out this summer, yadda yadaa, basically she lieks me and i really like her. Like I've been into girls in the past but i havent ever really felt this way before. I want to ask her out before school ends but i gotta work up the guts to do it.It's such a strange thing to describe, i barely know her but it feels like I've known her all my life. Not to sound corny but it's like i feel a connection with her and I've never felt that way about a girl before. Wish me luck.

2) I had to get a physical to play school soccer next year and then i got this note from the nurse saying i had minor scoliosis or something and had to go to a special doctor or something before i could play. This had me pissed. I'd been tested for it since middle school and never had it then all of a sudden some stupid doctor says i have it. BTW its something about back posture or something.

3)Big Brown, my 2nd uncle's horse, is racing in the Belmont today, the third leg of the triple crown! If he wins, it would be the 1st time in 30 years a horse has won all 3 races. Then there'd probably be a big celebration party yat! The race is later today, I'll update this part if he wins. EDIT: Big Brown lost the Belmont, the Jockey pulled up for some reaosn even though nothing was wrong, Big Brown just didnt look like himself.

4) Yestarday i hung out with some friends and we had this hilarious idea to judge all the girls in our grade nad make a list of the hottest lol and post it under an anonymous name. It was so fun and hard to judge too lol we averaged together our 3 scores to see who won it was quite entertaining, verey productive haha.

5) In other news, I started lifting weights today for the first time in a while, I think I'm gonna start lifting 4 days a week during the summer. And soccer starts July 1st. And I'm going on vacation to North Carolina in July. And in New Jersey, it's hot, 95 degrees is predicted today, and we are said to be entering a heat wave.

Anyway i porbably missed something but whatever. I'll update you guys on this stuff later. Peace bros!