This is my Personal Journal, where I share events and stuff that are memorable.

• 31Dec 07

  2007... greatest year since 2002.

  It's been a great year. Happenings? ... a lot. But most of them were positive. I learnedmore about myself, more about the world I live in... current 2000's Earth.

  What I enjoyed most was the way I lived trough the year... at first, it seemed it would be just like 2003 or 2004... but It changed. I actually enjoyed living trough the year, in the good and bad things.

  I met people, I learned from people... all great persons. And my depression has finally been taken down. Well, not at all at least... I managed to level it down to a low level, but it's still there. The only way I can get rid of this chronic depression is... finding the love of my life.

  Who is this woman? I don't know. But If I want to live better and at the maximum I can get, I must find my life partner. I willlearn what being happy and being in love feels like. I want to experience those feelings... but it's still a hard way to go.

  Just 10 minutes remaining. It's unbelievable how fast time goes by. This made me think... I only have two ways to choose from: be a Graphic Designer or a U.S. Marine. I can't go both ways, only one I may serve. And right now, I feel that I will be better in the Marines. But I hope this changes.

  Now, for miscellanious achievements I got this year:

  -December: First time I ever talk to a girl to know her better, succeed in it, and got her phone number without problems.

  -Sometime in 2007: I finally decided what careersI want to get into.

  -Sometime in 2007: I decided to not care about what people think. I'll be myself and I will do it in a tolerant way as always.

  -Finished third High-School Semester, going to the Fourth. I'm at half the way to freedom.

  -Song of the Year: Cyndi Lauper's "Time After Time"

  -I do not fear the world anymore. I may had attempted to commit suicide in October 22, 2007... but I decided not to. I will get through the world in a way.

  Thank you god for allwoing me to continue being in this Earth, and aiding me in my way to success. I will find a way to serve humanity.

  Good luck, CarbineSoldier. The time is approaching...

  2007

  A Dream Year

  • Posted Dec 31, 2007 9:57 pm GMT
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• 7Sep 07

  Two years in GameSpot!

  It's amazing to see just how time passes by too fast when you enjoy something. Makes you think...

  But I'm glad to be in GameSpot, and been two years already. In fact I've been visiting GameSpot since 2002, but didn't made an account until 2005. Many things changed in only two years, but they weren't that dramatical. Just the interface, although the ranking system change did impressed me... I don't like it.

  Anyway, I'm happy to belong to this community! Although I'm not sure for how long can I be... soon I'll have to change many, many things. I'm not expecting to see another amazing game in a long time though.

  Peace, and good gaming.

  • Posted Sep 7, 2007 1:44 pm GMT
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• 20Jun 07

  So, it became true after all...

  Years back, I wished to be ignored by all humans. It seems that my wish was granted after all. Maybe I'm finally made someone who is no one in Earth, in human society. The bad thing is that I aren't satisfied. People barely even know I'm alive, but at least I can get water and food, among other things. At least vendors talk to me.

  I'm not emo, nor I wish to become one. Again: Emo's aren't good. Their lives aren't to my liking, nor is my life, but why should I care? God sent me to this world for a reason I may already know, or one I still need to find out. Besides cutting your wrists is just... unacceptable.

  My only hope is that if I manage to survive this next 5 years, I may rise from the unknown. I have plans and projects I wish to do, like modding video games, to actually make one. I don't know if I may even get to do a little modding though.

  • Posted Jun 20, 2007 6:20 pm GMT
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