This year of change
realized today
So many things
what all to say
Therapy was had
Confusion so bad
Meds for the sad
Psychologist made glad
My mind was broken
lost in depression
My heart on the line
the pain that she lessened
I couldn't drag her down
My confusion had ended
She just couldn't be
the man that I needed
Pain didn't stop
Our relationship swayed
dilemas we had
silence that stayed
I left all I knew
moved somewhere new
Guys in my life
don't share my plight
I told them the truth
now they knew too
but comfort they can't
I've not found him yet
I fixed things with her
shakey at times
but supports we shall be
better days ahead
The strength that I feel
in this year of most change
has cracked my resolve
one goal yet remains
I haven't found him
the other half of me
The largest goal I have
not strong enough to reach
This year will end
hole left unfilled.
what the heck dude this is depressing.. What is your activity level like? Do you work out? Do you eat healthy? You should consider lifestyle changes before resulting to medications. The doctors don't care about you. They will put you on meds right away because they have a contract with the pharmaceutical companies and make royalties of medications.
