as the title says it has been quite a while since a blog thinggy here, but im a boring guy so get over it >.>... was planing on posting some stuff like my SSBB friend code so people could add me but i cant remember it at the moment so meh, however if anyone that reads this was interested in MGO i'll have you know that it is much like SOCOM.. however there is just something about it that makes it more fun. Like it brings something else to the table but i cant put my finger on it, oh well. got my 50'' sony bravia tv and it looks amazing, playing the MTS essentials collection on it right now to catch up on the story, almost done MGS and then be moving on from there.

Also picked up GTA4 last night, fun game... but its just like all the other GTA's, but thats not really fair coming from me since i always used them as a time killer anyway and never really meant to much to me other then a way to go and shoot people for no reason without really hurting people. When i get around to it for those that it matters to i'll head around and rate all the games that i own that i havnt rated yet.

Looks like May is going to be a dull month of games for me, but thats ok. I'll have the MGO beta till the 11th and then play GTA4 untill the new Dragonball title hits (im a fan get over it) and then 2 days after that MGS4 hits and we will all be having fun with that im sure. so yes other then that there isnt to much going on in my life.. like i said a very boring guy.

However if you feel like you are in a drout of games and have HL2, i would suggest a mod called "Zombie Panic: Source" fun game, 1 player starts as a zombie and then kills people off, and as people die they join the zombie swarm untill only one human remains and then he is more or less screwed.. if you do check it out be sure to stop by the TDRgaming server and have a look out for me, im an admin there and go by the name macdaddymario *big surprise im sure*

so yes there you go that is my blog post, idc if you found it boring, i posted it anyway and you dont have to read it

i know its a bit late but better late then never.. so bad news out of the way first, my father passed in september. the 14th at 2:24 am... he took his last breath and it was finaly over... dont want to dwell on it so aside from that obviously... the holidays were good, and new years was great i hope everyone elses was too. had all my buddies over, had a few drinks and stayed up playing madden all night. Another short entry but this one wasnt ment to be in the first place. So again happy new year

if anyone read the first entry you saw that my dad was fighting stomach cancer and last weekend the doctor dropped a bomb on us. My father only has a few weeks left. I can't believe it, he has been my best friend since i care to remember and we had so much stuff that we were suppose to do as father and son that just wont happen now. Some of you will read this and think "ok" others will think i am doing it for attention and others will actually care, but honestly this post isnt really to make you guys think that way its more so just for me so i can sit back and take a quick breather so i can make the last few weeks that i have with him as happy as i can. I hope everyone else had a decent summer and for those of you still in school i hope you have a good year, I hate to end any kind of post on a bad note but aside from that, there really isnt any happy in my life at all atm so im sorry about that. Bye

Well its my first shot at ever writing a blog on any site and not even sure if anyone is going to read this but here it goes... past few months of my life have been really crappy, butI guess the recent weeks have been the worst. To start a few months ago I found out that my grandmother has a cancer that is spreading all over her body and she has till this fall, and then we find out that my father has advanced stomach cancer it started where his stomach and esophagus meet, and spread from there up to his collar and now on his liver. He has been doing kemo and radiation treatments and there has been some good and bad news. The cancer in his stomach and collar is still going away but the stuff in his liver has gotten bigger so now he may be brought into a clinical study with a new drug that hasnt been tested on people yet.

So anyway thats enough bad news for one day... thoe aside from that i dont really have to much to talk about, so if you have anything to say please feel free and again this was my first attemt at a blog so if ya have any ideas for a future blog please let me hear it, also feel free to add me to your ps3 friends list lol even if we have never spoken always looking for new friends andi hope everyone else is having agood start to your summer