"People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That's how they define "reality". But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"? Merely vague concepts ... their "reality" may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?" -Itachi Uchiha

• 24Oct 09

  A Game of "Tag"

  

  Well it would seem i have been tagged by Colmillios, so now i have to say 5 things about myself. This is good because ive been needing to update my blog. I haven't played this game in a long time, lets see what i can come up with.

  1. I have been told on countless occasions that i can be brutally honest at times( it turns out, people cant handle the truth is it not what they want)

  2. I trust other animals more than i trust another human. ( why?, because humans are unpredictable creatures)

  3. I hate to argue with people, I try my best to avoid any confrontations because it feels so mundane and meaningless to me.

  4. I am one of the few people who thought superbad was a terrible movie.

  5. I am also one of those people who actually likes when it rains.( it truly is calming)

  Thats it for now i suppose until i am tagged again... Oh yea im suppose to tag 5 other people, lets see here... I tag:

  Maikedi, BSte2952, Nightmare-_-, Legend002, and -Katsuri-.

  Remember, if you don't want to do this, you don't have to. It is after all, just a game.

  Rant: "Its just a game" You know something i hate, or don't really understand, when someone takes a game too seriously. Have you ever played a game( any game will do that involves winningand losing) with someone who goes berserk because your team isn't doing so well or you made a simple mistake yourself? I have, its not a pretty sight and its embarassing to the player who is freaking out. The main objective of any game is to entertain the players. When someone acts like a douche it ruins the fun aspect of the game. Losing the fun aspect of a game, loses the meaning of the game itself. For example of this, take a look at this video, i warn you ahead of time it has alot of cursing, those who cant handle the profanity dont look at this. Link.I know everyone must have experienced this in their lives or aleast in some form of this. If you are the type of person doing this I say chill out, you are not only ruining the game for everyone but you are ruining the idea of a game as well.

  Gimp news: made a new sig because i was bored, its of Deidara, speaking of which, that fight with him and Sasuke was amazing.

  

  Zen quote: " In order to erase that which is foul, one must cover it once more over with another evil, this is the true cycle of darkness in our hearts"

  ZenesisX thanks for reading

  • Posted Oct 24, 2009 2:04 pm GMT
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• 3Sep 09

  Living in the Twilight

  

  Hello everyone, I'm making another blog here to show that i am still breathing Its been awhile since the last time i blogged and that was in July, that's sad because its September now well i suppose this isn't much of asurprise by me though considering I'm not much ofa blogger anyways. Well how has everyone been?Iwill try and drop by as many blogs as i can, if i have missed yours I'm sorry, its just that life has been really stressful lately

  Life Update: Well I'm back in school I cant say I'm too happy about that but the good news is that its my senior year and that i only have to go for an half of a year as well. The reason for this is because of the whole 8 cl@sses(wait we still cant say c.lass on here)a year thing. I pretty much have all the credits i need to graduate except for one and that's English 12. I only have to take 4 c.lasses and they are as following:

  Forensic Science: this period seems like it will be alright, i mean the teacher is kinda boring but that's ok because i knowa fewpeople in the c.lass so i don't feel soalone.

  Honors English: Have you ever met the sort of personwho seems to be over happy about everything? Well that pretty much describes my english teacher. I think i will be alright in here, I only have one "friend" in here so Ill be ok. I'm a bit worried about how i will do on my research paper though

  Psychology: The study of behaviors and mental processing, my area of specialty. I really like studying peoples minds and how they work but this cl.ass isn't as fun as i thought it would be. Of course i only have had this c.lass for three days so i don't know yet, maybe it will pick up. Whatever the case I'm just glad I have a "friend" in here as well.

  Math and Personal Finance: This c.lass well.....................it sucks. I'm happy with the other 3 but i really hate this one, i don't know if i will be able to handle the idiots I call cl.assmates. Its a bit disappointing too that its the last period of the day before going home. I get a headache from not only the work but the morons around me To add on to all of this, i have no "friends" with me this time around.

  Well what can i do, ill just try to focus on the end of all this not the journey to it.

  Rant: "Living in the Twilight" You may have noticed that every time i typed the word "friend" in this blog,I put emphasis on it. Why? well i always wondered what a friend really was to begin with. I know its such a simple word, but what meaning does it have when its applied to the complex minds of human beings? What reason is there for them? Why do we strive to obtain them? How far can you count on a "friend" when they are there? Ive pondered on this for almost all of my life because of past experiences where i was crushed by those who i thought meant more then what they truly did. After said experiences i was very wary of people around me, keeping them at a safe distant. Even those that refer to me as their "friend" I cant say that I'm sure i feel the same way. I usually just think of others who i know and talk to as mere acquaintances. I may sound cold and maybe i am, but i cant help but feel this way. I don't know if i ever met someone i completely trusted or cared for enough to consider them anymore then a associate or acquaintance. I know I'm just rambling on again but i was just wondering, What do you consider a friend to be to you?

  Zen quote: "Trying to live in two worlds is manageable, but overtime it becomes harder to tell which of them you truly belong to. This is the true misfortune of living in the Twilight."

  ZenesisX- Thanks for reading

  • Posted Sep 3, 2009 2:47 pm GMT
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• 14Jul 09

  The Price of Revenge

  

  Anime Block: lol this is what i will be calling my anime section now Well anyways the section today is about an anime i have been watching hence the title of my blog. The show is called Hell Girl, its about short stories of people who go through such torment that they desperately try to seek revenge on their enemies. This is when Hell Girl comes in, a little girl with super natural powers. Once you agree to a contract with her, she will ferry your tormentors to hell,once she fulfills her part of the bargain you must fulfill yours. As agreement, When you die, your soul will also be sent to hell,with no chance at heaven. That is the price you must pay.

  The show is good, but I wont say its one of the best, its a good show to watch i guess if your looking for a grimmer anime to watch. My problem with this show though is some of its repetitive factors. The beginning of the show has no storyline, just unrelated shortstories until later, then it starts to build up. I have not finishes this show yet, i just saw the first season in english, waiting for the next one whenever that is.

  Rant: "The Price of Revenge" The reason for me mentioning the anime is simply for the back story of this rant. My rant today is would you be willing to send the soul of your tormentor to hell? and in return, when you die, you to join them for an eternity. This is such a high price to pay for vengence. I know at a quick glance your answer would be a quick no but just think about it. What would make you go to such lengths in the first place? for example, Lets say the person in question killed everyone dear to you and destroyed your future so that you never have a chance of happiness in this life. Would you do it? Knowing very well what comes next after you die. A heavy price to pay for sure...............

  My Answer:

  ***SPOILER***

  To answer my rant in my own words, I would have to say no. The reason for this is because you can ruin my life no matter how much you please but it is never enough to seek vengence upon you. Knowing very well where i would be headed afterwords is too much of a price just for a single life( less then a 100 years) of satisfaction in comparison to a eternity(forever) of suffering. The people in the anime let their rage take over, not realizing the weight of their decision. By not agreeing to that and living a good life, you are bound to be reunited with you loved ones in heaven for a good eternity.

  So guys what do you think?

  p.s: religion and beliefs does not have to take any part in this discussion, its just a simple what if as part of another one of my random rants

  Zen quote: " Rage can cloud the mind's thoughts leaving the victim lost in misfortune, finally when it subsides, will you be able to live with the regret of letting it out?"

  ZenesisX- Thanks for reading oh and Happy Birthday to Thug2Wasteland

  • Posted Jul 14, 2009 1:45 pm GMT
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