• 4Dec 06

  Farewell....

  This is most likely going to be my final blog post.  Though my passion for Games and Anime still lingers, I have lost interest in most of the websites that I used to go on. 

  Please remove me as a Officer in all the unions that I'm a Officer in cause I'm not deserving of the title anymore.  It was very fun though.

  The only time I'll sign in... is, if I have to check on something.  I might even continue to update my game collection.

  Currently, my life is just ok.  I thought I had accepted the fact that my Father passed away but with Thanksgiving, which has already passed, and Christmas approaching, it just hurts too much.  I even cry at work.  I'm so depressed and I just bury myself in Anime and Games.  I'm also trying to get back all the movie, music, pictures that I all lost when my computer crashed and I had to use the system recovery.   I was upset cause I lost all my sigs and banners that I worked so hard on and I lost my very first music video.

  I currently buried myself into the game, World of Warcraft.  I've been playing that for a month or two.  If you want to know where I am, I'm on the Malorne (PVP) server.  My character's name is Feena and she's a level 51 Troll Mage.  I'm still learning about the game and such, so I'll admit that I'm a noob.

  For 2 years, I called Gamespot my home away from home.  I met a lot of awesome people and made friends with a lot of awesome people.  I've also met people that are not so awesome but thought they were.   It was great to have met everyone.  I also thank everyone as well for everything.

  Till the day our paths cross again... I bid everyone farewell.

  • Posted Dec 4, 2006 4:50 pm GMT
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• 21Aug 06

  Do you ever....

  get to the point in life where you start wondering.... why am I in this relationship?  Is it really worth anything?  Can things in life be any worse than what they are right now?  Are the choices that you made so far in your the life the correct ones?  Ok, now I'm getting a little weird...

  Well, I'm at that point in my life... the relationship part.  My boyfriend and I have been going together on and off for a while now.  But I now have no interest in a relationship with him.  I just see him as a friend and not someone that I can spend the rest of my life with.  So, I just decided to end the relationship and just go back to being friends, possibly for good.

  The sad part is, I'm not even upset about it.  When you're not upset breaking off with someone maybe it was never meant to last. 

  He's actually been irritating me somewhat, lately.  He constantly whining about something, he's beginning to be a heavy drinker, he's been really pushy and the list goes on. 

  He's a few years younger than me but I never wanted a Boyfriend who was a heavy drinker.  I don't drink any form/type of alcohol.  I've seen what Alcoholism does to people and its not good stuff.  It doesn't help when his roommate is a massive party animal and he's just a 21 year old (I think) kid and he massively drinks every night.  And he shows no signs of stopping and lost several jobs because of it.  *sigh* His roommate's life is doomed.

  As I mentioned, I'm not upset.  I have more important things to be upset over than losing a relationship with someone that I wasn't compatible with.  Ok, now I sound cold hearted.

  Well, onto another topic, I drove on the Interstate for the first time ever a few weeks ago.    Ok, I know that I'm 26 but I never driven on the Interstate till now.  My Mother was with me the whole time and laughing at me.    Well, I guess it was pretty funny.  I was so tense behind the wheel, my knuckles were actually white from clenching the steering wheel very tightly.  I got passed a few times but I wasn't too worried.  I was very relieved when they did pass me though.  I got so tense when I saw someone speed up behind me.  When my Mother and I got to our destination, I couldn't hardly walk or even grip anything cause I was so tense.

  I think finally decided what I'm going to pursue for a degree.  I think I'm going to take classes for Pharmacy Technican.  Its one on a list of the fields I haven't tried out yet.  Hopefully, this will work out.  I hope I don't get bored with it like I did the others.  I just have to gather some info, enroll and boom there I go.

  I know that a lot of you are still in your Teen years and its hard to answer about hitting a crossroads in your life.  But anyways question, do you ever feel the same way I do?  Do you ever feel if the choices you made in life were correct?  Do you wish you could've done or approached something differently?  Do you ever feel like your at a crossroads in your relationship? 

  • Posted Aug 21, 2006 5:13 pm GMT
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• 13Jul 06

  I've finally returned!!!!

  And I missed everybody!!!    This is the first time I've been online since the end of June.  Boy, I missed so much stuff my head is spinning.  Its gonna take me a while to catch up.

  Well first thing's first, my Family and I are all moved into our new home.  Its not the place we were suppose to move into because the place we were suppose to move into basically gave us the run around even though we were already approved.  This place we live in is SO much smaller too, but its temporary. 

  Moving was quite a adventure.  I really hate the new tenants because we had till the 5th of July to leave but they wanted to move in immediately.  (There's more to the story but I'll just mention that or I could go on for hours about them.)  So in 2 days, 5 people (my Uncle helped) moved a entire house to our new home and the shed (to store our extra stuff).  It was so exhausting!!  And the worst part was I had to work during that time and I was so exhausted and sore I could hardly work.

  But we're pretty much settled right now, which is good.  At least I don't have to look at those disgusting people or hear about them ever again.

  As I mentioned this is my first time online in a long time.  There was no TV or internet for 1-1/2 weeks.   I was virtually cut off from the world (ok, now I'm being dramatic).   We're having some problems with the Cable and the Internet.  So the Cable guy is gonna be coming to fix it.  I really hope he does cause the internet is interferring with the cable or vice versa.

  I got a brand new computer!!!!  I'm so happy. *dances*  This computer is so much better than my old one and it has WAY more space and much much MUCH faster4.  My old computer (which was suppose to be temporary cause it was for school papers and that was it) had only a 10GB hard-drive.  This one has 200GB.   Plus, my old one had Windows 98 and this one has Windows XP.  I've took a big step into the future.   I just have to transfer my files from my old computer to this one.  That's gonna be the fun part.

  I've also bought a bunch of games and one anime DVD.  I couldn't get out of town so there wasn't a spectacular selection of Anime DVDs, so, I just got "Howl's Moving Castle".  I love that movie.  I'm actually watching it (again) right now as I'm typing this blog.   I must get more anime but I have to wait till I go out of town.

  The games I bought were: Tales of Symphonia (GC), Fullmetal Alchemist 2: Curse of the Crimson Elixir (PS2), Prince of Persia (GB), God of War (PS2), Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly (PS2), Onimusha 3: Demon Siege (PS2), Genji Dawn of the Samurai (PS2), SSX Tricky (PS2), Tenchu Wrath of Heaven (PS2) and Drakengard 2 (PS2).  I'm currently in the middle of playing Tales of Symphonia, Fatal Frame II and God of War.  All are awesome games so far.  I'm still not done buying games.  I'm so far behind I have to get more.

  And the best news for me, my sister finally got her own PS2. *dances*  A few days ago, she tried to claim my PS2 as hers and refused to give back me (she had it for 4 weeks), but I won the battle.   I was so happy when she finally bought one, I almost started dancing in Gamestop.

  Well I'm off.  I gotta catch up on everything check all my email accounts and accounts on other sites.  Plus, install some stuff on this computer.

  • Posted Jul 13, 2006 5:25 pm GMT
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