Broken glass everywhere, in all directions...
No place to step, but to step on the broken glass,
letting the blood fall... letting pain seep through my
skin.. No one there to help me... just leaving
me there... Just like being left in the darkness...
falling... falling faster and faster.. no one there
to catch me... no one there to hold me.. just falling..
like an angel with her wings torn...

• 12Oct 08

  Now what to do about my emergency inhaler?

  There really needs to be a healthy category here.

  Anyway, I've been needing my emergency inhaler (had to run a mile, and my body doesn't seem to be not wanting to agree with that).Friday I felt sick, barely could eat and water wasn't helping. I had ran a mile that day (had to), and when I was done, I could barely breathe, and it just didn't feel so great because my chest felt tight. I didn't take my emergency inhaler because the last time I did (which wasn't too long ago), it didn't taste right and didn't help any. So, my dad went to get it refilled today, and guess what? My prescription expired two months ago. x.x Didn't know about it, until today, so they are going to call tomorrow to see if they can get another one.

  Least I'm not doing anything tomorrow. xD

  Besides that, I've been working on my book. I found all the parts I already written for my ending, and rewriting them. I almost lost the part I really needed. I searched for an hour for it, looking through all the piles of paper I had for my book, not finding it. I took a break, got something to drink and decided to take a look in my Death Note backpack.

  Yeah. It was in there.

  I was angry when I found it in there. I was glad I found it, but angry that was in the backpack and I didn't check it there. I really need to keep track of things, especially when it's important like that.

  I've been playing Eternal Darkness again, and I'm almost done with that. I'm on the last boss, so we shall see how that goes.

  My sister's wedding is in 19 days. I already got my dress for it (which is at Sarah's house), and she tried to tell me she was going to put makeup and nail polish on me. Halloween shall be an interesting day. I won't be on for most of the day that day, but I think I'll be home around 11:30 PM - 12:30 AM. Somewhere around that time, maybe sooner.

  Until then, I'm going to be working on my book and try to finish it up. I also think I have a name for Part IV. I may call it "Redemption". It'll be the name until I get to that part.

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• 27Sep 08

  Almost done!

  I'm almost done with my book. I have ten chapters left to go. I finished up editing what I had to not too long ago. I had to switch a few chapters around, however.

  I had to add more to XVI, so that made things a bit longer. It needed it. Along with that, I completed XXI (which used to be XX), so that is done. Now I just have to work on XXIII - XXXIII, along with an epilogue, to finish up. It took a while, but everything is getting completed. I should ask to see if my boyfriend is done reading Part I so I can send Part II to him...

  Anyway, I am going to be taking all what I have in separate documents and putting it all together. With what I have right now, I have 218 pages and 63,079 words. I'm getting closer to having 100,000 words and 300 pages. Hopefully I can manage that goal. If I'm off by a few pages and words, that's fine. Though, maybe I will have more than that. Will have to wait and see though.

  In other news, I've been quite busy. I have been slowly working as a mod, but I'm doing my best when I can. School work and everything mixed in there, it can be quite hectic.

  It's already autumn. Time is going by quickly, that's for sure. Means winter is almost here, along with 2009 being here. I can't wait for next summer.

  That's it.

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  Oh. o_O My sister is drunk right now. Earlier, she tried to get me to pick out clothes for her.

  Renee: Abbie. Help me pick out clothes.

  Me: o.o No.

  Renee: Abbie, please help me pick out clothes. I gots to go dinner. >__>

  Me: "Gots to go dinner"? My god, your grammar is horrible when you're drunk.

  Renee: Shhh. Daddy doesn't know. Don't tell him.

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  Renee: Mom! Help me pick out clothes!

  Mom: No, Renee. I'm not going to help you pick out clothes. You're a big girl.

  Renee: But I don't want you to pick me out big clothes!

  Me: *Facepalm.*

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  My dad knows that she's drunk. She kinda made that obvious already. Today is her birthday and she's 27. She got drunk at work. He's threatening to take her keys away even.

  x.x This is going to be a long weekend with her.

  • Posted Sep 27, 2008 3:47 pm GMT
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• 5Sep 08

  Violence Fight.

  I am now level 44 "Violence Fight". Yay for me.

  I've also been working on my book again. I've finished up a few more editings (now on XIX). I came home today to find the pages I printed out for my book to be completely wet! Some had water stains on them and some are very hard to write on without trying to rip them, even though they are dry now. One is even a bit wrinkly. x.x I think it rained inside my room at the time I wasn't home because the one side of my bed is wet too (my windows were opened and my bed is underneath the window that is higher up). My notebook that I use for hard drafts is completely ruined. xD Pages are completely soaked and no good. How lovely. xD

  A nice short little blog. I really don't have much to say. I'll be playing ED Some time later. Right now, I'm just wanting to relax. Also, if anyone wants to suggests a TRUSTY firewall, I would like to hear it. I already tried Comodo Firewall Pro 3.0 and the thing does not work. It freakin' froze my computer and then wouldn't let my wireless connect. So Comodo is definitely out of the question.

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  Edit:

  Also, I've been wondering. Is "graveless" a word? I've tried to look it up and a few things have said it wasn't a word. HOWEVER, I looked it up here and here.

  I'm not sure if it is or not. I'm sure those two websites are very trust worthy, but is it a word?

  • Posted Sep 5, 2008 4:29 pm GMT
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