I'm the red head

I have officially started on my quest for God, or lack of.

I work on Sundays with this other guy from India who is a Hindu. Once I found this out, I could not stop asking him questions, and he loves the fact I'm so interested in it. We've talked about everything from rebirth to the fact that there HAS to be aliens on some planet somewhere in the galaxy. I find it impossible to think otherwise. He and I have a lot of the same ideas, and I feel that he's going to be a very important part of my life.

I was always interested in going to a Buddhist meeting, but today really was the turning point. We had Geshe La come to our high school and talk to us at lunch. He spoke about how every object in the universe is made from the same material of atoms and that it's all connected. Also he spoke of how we label everything in our lives. What's the difference between a friend and an enemy? The label we give them, but they are both human, and we cannot be angry at our enemies, but feel deep sorrow for their situation and current birth. I'm going to his teachings this Sunday at 11:00am-12:30pm. After that I go to work from 2:00pm-7:00pm, and then after that I'm going over and meeting with the Mormons from the Church of Jesus Christ.

I'm not real sure what to think about Mormons. I have a couple mormon friends, and they are the nicest and most tolerant of the Christian denominations I've met. I'm interested to see what they have to say, and hopefully I can understand better.

I have too many thoughts in my head without direction, and from a combination of these three religions hopefully I can better understand myself and the world around me.

I'm curious to see where I end up in 10 years.

God only knows.

I sold my gamecube to GameStop. I thought it would be a sad day, but I didn't really care. I bought Rainbow Six Vegas and Beautiful Katamari with the trade in monday and still have a little left on a card. I lost my PC afficiando emblem because I own too many 360 games ....and I ask myself why I'm always poor .

I went and saw Jumper with Lydia and some friends last night. It sucked, don't watch it. Cutting yourself would be a better choice then spending money on such a horrible movie.

Lydia and I's 1 year is on the 22nd of this month. It's very exciting. We're going to try and go camping depending on the weather.

I've decided I want to be a Buddhist.

I've made a plan to stop chewing my nails. I've been trying to stop for 4 hours now and caught myself chewing on my nails twice.

I'm really tired so I can only talk in direct sentences.

Fallout 3.

Bye.

I did it finally....I bought Guitar Hero 3. I feel like I have joined the club now. I played Slow Ride then had to go to work. I can't wait....home...Guitar Hero....now I can do the Co-op achievements for GH2 and GH3 with my girlfriend and 2 guitars .

Speaking of girlfriend, lydia and I are almost at our 11th month! This is the crazy longest relationship we both have ever been in. For valentines day I think we're gonna make pot brownies lol.

I'm still at work for another hour and 38 minutes....

I hate this job

First things first. I don't care what anyone says, I loved Cloverfield. I went and saw it on Friday with my girlfriend. The video camera concept is just amazing, I love it so much. I did get a little sick to my stomach, but then I just looked at the floor for a couple seconds and it was fine. The monster, was really awesome, and scared the crap out of me. I was on the edge of my seat the entire time. Some of the story, yes, a little meh at times, but I ignored that fact because I liked the movie so much.

Saturday night, Lydia and I went to a big party at my friends house. I got pretty messed up, and was unable to stand for most of the night, so it was awesome. This like 300lb black guy named "fatty" got pretty wasted and fell over in her kitchen. Now, if you haven't seen 4 people trying to pick a passed out 300lb black guy off a kitchen floor, then you haven't lived. It had to be the funniest thing I've ever seen.

Lydia got a little sick and was getting hit on by these gangster white guys, might was really annoying, but after laying down for a little bit she came back into the kitchen and was better. I myself am very suprised I didn't get sick for as much as I had to drink. We were doing like whiskey and red wine shots, which sounds nasty, but it wasn't too bad really. I met some really awesome people there, and overall it was a really fun party.

Anyhoo, I shall get off now, I hope you kids had a good weekend.

I haven't been doing a whole heck of a lot really.

I purchased quite a few 360 games, and am now just trying to get through them all.

Lydia and I are just about to hit 10 months! and our year is just around the corner. I couldn't be happier with our relationship now. After a couple bumps in the road, everything has smoothed out, and it's nothing short of perfect.

Lydia and I went to the Music Hall last night, and I'm pretty sure I dislocated my thumb. It's all swollen and hurts pretty bad. I wasn't able to play my 360 last night it hurt so bad but it's doing better today, so hopefully after work I can get some more gaming in.

Anyway, I shall return to work. You kids have fun!

Edit:

Games I own

Assassin's Creed, Splinter Cell Double Agent, Halo 3, Mass Effect, Guitar Hero 2, Call of Duty 4, Crackdown, Gears of War, Bioshock, Marvel UA, Dead Rising, and Overlord.

I've finished Halo 3, Gears of War, Splinter Cell, Mass Effect, Crackdown, and Assassin's Creed, but I'm still working on the other ones.